unfortunately i am going to have to read rachel cusk
weather: 🌥️ i wish you'd rain
critters: crows
i just didn't like outline very much and i DNF'd parade. i'm annoyed by cusk's avowed distaste for the devices of fiction while continuing, for reasons i might be too philistine/unlettered to understand, to write fiction. but NPR might have psyopped me into reading her again
at least i no longer feel DNF shame. i'm an adult