shooting for the birthday wish moon so that even if i miss i land among the birthday wish stars
weather: ☁️ hello???
critters: bunny
"what do you want for your birthday?"
- pâtes de fruits
- hakuto jelly
- new tennis shoes
- to go clubbing
- compliments from strangers i'll never see again
- a visit to santa monica pier
- a trip to the lake (which lake? i dunno, you pick)
- a generous sugar daddy who demands nothing but pics of my feet
- to enjoy a birthday
- walton goggins' autograph
- drugs (which drugs? i dunno, you pick)
- somebody to explain to me why i only get rejection letters
- motivation?
- a way to save my mother
- a bracing datura panic attack in a submarine or other enclosed inescapable place, which would turn me psychically inside-out so that my landscape could become correct, and i would be a complex entity moving through space instead of a patch of space moving through overwhelming everythingness
- a steam gift card